i have decided that i can´t go on living like this. how is it i have left her laying there for so long? i used to hold her in my arms, we used to cuddle over rainy nights. now, all we have left is dust and disillusionment. i can still put on that bikini kill album and feel the screams inside come out but its not the same. no, she´s the one, and i have left her for… for… nothing. i´m the only one to blaim, yet i still can´t muster the energy nor inspiration to do anything about it.…

You Say Party! We Say Die!

my brand new fun find! yay!!!

You Say Party! We Say Die!

kern river

all i am gonna say, blow me away now.

who would have ever thought that a voice so soothing and beautiful could exist.

i just ate an entire pizza. stuffed to the brim i am, i say.

these journals seem to be pretentious pieces of crap to pretend that i'm actually saying something worth while.

when does that ever happen? in my better halves dream perhaps.

just decided to start digging the other day.

picked up some godheadsilo, fitz of depression, jawbreaker,shellac, jesus lizard, unwound, june of 44…

you know that good old school shit that used to make me run around wild.



wild in the streets!!

those were the days, now weren't they.

now it all feels so sophisticated, and the…