Nothing has changed. Also forgot to save my About Me images and gifs from the season. To lazy to make them again. The dreams are killing me.

Oh well..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZtwejgvba4

For the period of 9 years I've joined exactly 1004 groups. Yup, groupwhoring is a thing. But times change, and so do I. The next step was to quit as many groups as I could. The problem was that so many of them have this nostalgic value to them, and I just couldn't do it. So 508 it is.

Most of them (at least 200) were already dead at the time of my joining. Obviously I had 3 great groupwhoring periods. The First one was between 2008 - 2009, Second one 2012 - 2013, Third one lasted from the end…

So this guy > http://www.last.fm/user/Erkan-Yilmaz made a graphic about my musical phases trough the years, all the way from the beginning of my account till to a few days ago.

The Wavegraph (with a better view http://i.imgur.com/s2I9Pwo.png)
http://i.imgur.com/s2I9Pwo.png

Source: http://skilledtests.com/wiki/Wavegraph#

Seeing this waveish timeline, makes me think about my life. I started this account when I was 17, now I'm 26. As far as I can interpret the colors, based on my own memory, the dark red represents the metal genres (with the certain phases of the genres); all the rest is a transformation from soundtracks to neofolk to ambient/electronic.…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P9EyhIHdKss

Отдавна не бях имал такъв мощен сън, преживян през деня. Нека започна..

Намирах се някъде в София, в измислен квартал с много панелки. Казвам София, защото някъде зад сивите мъгли се показваше Витоша. Панелките бяха от тия високите, пръснати общо взето навсякъде..друго не се виждаше. Земята не беше равна, тъй като доста от сградите всъщност седяха на малки хълмчета, все едно бях в панелен комплекс в някакъв предпланински район. Доста впечатляваща гледка бих казал. Намирах се пред една от тези панелки, на ръба на някаква "пропаст" или по скоро края на надвишение, като отсреща имаше огромен хълм или купчина…

Nothing has changed that much really. Maybe I've started talking to people again, tho being only a few of them. The biggest hit could be me quitting facebook. I wanted to do that a long time ago, but due to its convenience in communication I wasn't able to. Well, now I have no need for it.

No desire to return to the old lifestyle.

Can't wait for the winter arrive. The triggered memories will be mind blowing :)

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FUCK OFF FACEBOOK!!!

Ĩ̏̂͐͋ͦ͑ͧ̚҉̟̳̼͓͍̙͔̘̗͍̺̼̼̦̳̜̗͘͞͡'̷̶̩̱̳̝̉̆̆ͮͪ̓̿̀̒ͭ̚̕m̡͕̘̗͓̑̇ͬ̇ͮ̓ͭͦ̋ͣ̂̿̏̅̓̃̋́̚ ̴͉̞̜̭͓̔̐̒̈́̑͒͊ͦͣ͢t̷͇̯͚͎̬͚̣̩̂ͣ̾̄ͮ́͂̃̌̃̉ͣͦͤ͊i̵͚̪̞͚̓̑͋̔̀̉̾͆̚̕͢r͗͊͐͛͗͑̀ͦͭͥ̐̏ͨͮ͛̃ͤ̾̈́͜͏̢̣̺̰̟̙͇̮̳͈͉̘̜̖̀e͎̳͚̬̲̘͇̯̭͍̯̰̺̩͋̾̈ͯ̉́͒̊ͧͮ̎̉ͭ͒͗̽ͦ͘͟͝͝ͅd̶̰̫͙͙̙̬͍̗̜̅̐̃ͦͥ͌̾̓ͬ͟ ̧̨̫̠̠̣͖̺̠̹̟̝̘̠͓̾̄͑͋͘͜o̵͋̌̄̈́́҉̠͙̮̤̜̤̪̯̤̗̞̜͢ͅf̡̭̳̖̝͈̥͕̙͎̰̞͉̠̤͍̟͗̍͌͋ͨͥ͑̏̍͠͡ͅ ̞̯̗̜̺͕̬̻̣̼̻̘̺̝͔͍̻͕̜̈́̈ͬ̔̓̄͋̅͛̃̊ͣͫ͋ͩͫ̎́͢ę̷̵͙͙͕̭̤͔͕̩̜͖͓͉̻̫̘ͧͭ͋ͨͫ̑ͯͦͤͭͯ͌͊̔̃̎͘m̵̢̯̼͎̗̘͉̭̻͍̝̩̳̲̹̜̙̼̦͛̆͌̈́ͬ̊̾̾͋̏̂́ͨͣ̒̊͆ͫ̀͜͞o̶̴̸̸̺͉̯͓̮͖͓͎̝͉̅͆ͪ̔ͯ͊̈́t̵̻̖̗̬̱͇̺̘͖̗̪̀ͫ̉̇͊̇̏̆ͬ̇ͪ͛̄͟͝i̹͈̫̣̠̜͖̝̠̦̦̝͚̦ͫͥ̍ͦ́͌͐ͤͬͮͬ͘͜͞o̖̺̯̩̟̗̥̹̦̟̯̹͓ͭ̋̊̊ͨͤ̐̀͊̓̇ͤ͒̀ͭ̇̇͡ͅn͙̪͔̹͓̘̮̏̊ͯ̇̋ͭ̍ͫ̊̒̃̐̔̓͢s̸̠̟̺͎̖͇̥̝̪̻̥͎͙̘̣̍ͦ̾̃̒͌̇̏͛͠ͅ.̷͎̫̤̻̖̯̝̰̙̬̩̜̼̮̱̉ͩ͌̓͞ͅ ̷̃̆̋̿͑̄ͬ͐̽̒̎̌ͫͥ͛ͫ̚͏̝̼̞̲̙̮͈̻̹͙̰̹̪̠̣̦ ̧͕̜̞̥̭͚̪̬͍͈̫͎͕̰̱̈́̐̅̂̇̎ͮͫ̈́̂͗ͨ̆̉́͘͞ ̖̼̣̝͓̹̝̰̥̙̘͎͖̔̋̍̊̌̈̍̆͟͝͞ͅ ̲͓͙̞̹̭̙̮̰̠̣ͣ͌̈́ͭ̔̾͊̀̕̕͞ͅ ̋̈̈́ͧ̀ͣ͑ͮ̌̉ͧͦ͏̡̣͖͓̲͜ͅ ̮̫̜̹̗͍̦̝̖̤͓̻̘͇̺͇̰̔̍͌̄̑͑̓ͫ̽͗ͫͣͧͩ̈́͛͘͞ͅͅ ̢̛̦͇̤̥̲̣̙̳̙͕̫̞̹̗̱̬̹̫̑̃̾̐ͬ͊̊̔͗̓ͤ̀͝͠ ̴̝̰͉̩̘̻̗̤͔̭͂͋ͩͬ̆̌̏́̅ͫ̍͜ͅͅͅ ̛̭͓̻͎͚̖͍͓̹̖͚̞̩͇̬̐̅̾͆̒̎̽ͪ̆̂͐̕͢͢͠ͅ ̸̨̞̜͕̫͎̝̠̟͚͔̮̹̤͍̤̜̜̫ͨ̎̅ͤͯ̿̈ͯ͒ͣ̏̀̚͡ ̌ͦ̋ͪ́͗͐̽̉̿͋ͥ͑ͯ҉͞͏̱̖̻̫͖̻̫̤̖̳͙̦͡ͅͅT̔̂̋ͯ͂̈́͊̐ͫ͗͑̎ͥ̎̽͌ͩ̽͘҉̥̙̤̰̮̞̦̰̩̣̼h̴̦͕̻͔͕̱̼̤̅̓̓̐̒͑̀͛̆̓͜͞͡ê͗̑̌̓̓͊̉̔ͮ̚҉̨͕̞̳̩̟̭̺͇̭̟̻̺̣̦͙̠͘͟͢ͅẏ̴̧͓͕̫̙̻̫̲̥̖̫̦͗ͬ̽̎ͬͥͫ̉͗ͥ̓ͬ̈́̉̌ ̸̰͇̺͙̖͚͎̮̙͈̀͐̾ͫͬ̎ͫ̆́̂ͮͣ̎̏͠ą̴͙̫̟͍̬͇̮̘̼̞͎͉͕̯̻͕ͬ̓ͭͧ͆͗̃̎̉͛͟͝ͅŗ̴̵̛ͩ̿͋͂̓̅͏̫̜͉̲͓̜͉̞͈̝͙̘͉̟̺͉̠̯eͤ̈́ͣͮ͆̈ͣ͗ͨ̄́̃̀͂̍ͪ̈́͂͋҉̴̴͍̠̻̼̻̩͇͈͖̪̙…

Отдавна не бях сънувал нещо толкова интересно. Светът, който посетих беше една Земя, около 20 години в бъдещето. Не беше особено приятно. Доста хора страдаха в този сън, някои даже вече не съществуваха. В един момент от съня бях на някакъв свой персонален компютър и десктопа ми беше карта на България. Източната част обаче не съществуваше. Един полумесец от Русе- Велико Търново и някъде към Мадан/Смолян беше граница, с някаква Тракия, която представляваше безкрайно наводнено поле. Планини там липсваха, не мисля, че Черно Море беше същото. В един друг момент от съня се озовах в югоизточна Африка. Там Калахари вече…

Yesterday, while browsing a forum/imageboard, there was that thread about writing some random stuff. I decided to participate. I wrote two short stories, that I came up with while typing the words. It seems I needed that. Some weird and fucked up stuff are about to follow. One is inspired by my ex.

Chapter 1

Yesterday I decided to do something new. I went outside and found a box. It was big enough to place a small child inside. So there it was, a task that had to be done. I live nearby to a kindergarten. The kids were on…

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So it is spring now. A season full of life and colors. Nature blooms once more. Times of warmth and happiness. Usually I feel great during this time of the year and I try to spend it the best way possible.

Sadly, in the last four months my mind is in deep depression. For some particular reasons I'm in ruin, I have no desire to do anything, I'm rotten inside, my body is sick (literally) of the shit that I'm going trough. Dead.

I don't have the power or willingness to be really happy right now, nor to feel…

When most hear of winter they imagine uneasy cold weather, bad health, christian rituals, winter sports and a lot more that is alien to me.

http://i.imgur.com/gBB6Op3.gif

What I find of winter is peace and comfort. Thou I work with animals and my duties are with the seasons of warm and hot weather, I am truly a winter creature. The border of pain for many is too thin and they have little strength against forces, such us freezing air and cold winds. Not me, not at all.

http://i.imgur.com/QLv9aGL.gif

What I need is something to remind me of my lifeforce. It is…

Some shit that I find interesting..

http://i863.photobucket.com/albums/ab193/Lacerto/2b66d619.jpg
A magnetar is a type of neutron star with an extremely powerful magnetic field, the decay of which powers the emission of high-energy electromagnetic radiation, particularly X-rays and gamma rays.

myhatehttp://i863.photobucket.com/albums/ab193/Lacerto/2ff858c7.jpg
The Human Being, a miserable excuse for godlike creation…If we are so, how imperfect is your God?

Nature would not create anything biological, that has the potential to destroy her. This thought came to me when I was very young, when I first started realizing the world around me. Sadly, my mind hasn't changed, even worse…Every day I lose hope for…