I went out to see some friends,
just some friends ,
i thought it would be fun and worth the time,
a buddy went with me.

The party was good many people joined,
i caught up on old times and made new ones,
i was greeted left and right and did some greeting myself,
flashes of meaningless greets were left and right,
why was i here?

You were waiting for me silent on the out side,
you were waiting for me screaming on the inside,
you fell asleep waiting,
you fell asleep waiting.

I stood there still as you slept,…

It was not just another one of those days,
you were leaving soon and i couldn't waste this moment,
music escaped me and for once ,
the only sounds i heard was you and me,
not john mayer,
not rob thomas,
not the best song in the world could break the sound waves radiating off of us.,

This day could not of been more perfect,
I may have not ran with my heart,
but i was able to spend the last moments,
beating ever so harder as the moment reached

The water was rising,
emotions were pouring out of her…

Please play this track before you start reading because it will make this journal entry so much better as you read.Your body is a wonderland

Every time I hear this song you are listening to right now I can't help but think of you. You are so Beautiful yet you run away from thinking it yourself. You are gorgeous yet you deny every thought of it. Every part of you makes my heart beat more and more almost to the point where I should go to the doctors. You have the most gorgeous eyes which I can't stop getting…

Here I am again thinking about here and how wonderful she is. There is the weirdest feeling with this girl. I feel we are meant to be. I know she is like my third girlfriend and I am not that old but I do believe this. With her I just look at her and get butterflies in my stomach. I see her sitting there and thoughts just come into my head one after another; she looks like a girl that I could spend forever with; she loves everything I love like Movies, music, activities and we also dress the same…

I was sad and have been out out a relationship for awhile. you can't really call what i was in a relationship anyway because i was not happy. yes the girl was very nice and fun to talk to but she was just friend material some one to joke around with and make funny jokes. Even when I was in my 2 and a half year relationship i wasn't happy. I can honesty say that i was happy in that relationship for a maximum of the first year but even in that year I was sad. I really wanted to…