you know this feeling, when you feel bad? and you can't even cry? you feel so numb. and you know that your life is taking you nowhere. the one you love doesn't love you, or maybe even worse: doesn't even really know you... and it hurts you to see this person happy with other people. so happy and satisfied. and you feel so miserable. you're just a failure. and so empty. all you can see is the end. it's just over.