Refuse amen......and Refuse me from buying a cool t-shirt :/

what go'n on everyone?! I'm a frustrated amen fan who can't get his hands on one of thier cooler T-shirts. It's the one they used as the banner for big day out with the bombs with wings and what not. I checked out there website and apparently I have to join "the angry brigade
and pay a monthly fee to get just a T-shirt. I know casey needs a bit more money, but so do I lol. Fuck that I'm not paying a monthly fee to get one thing. any idea how i can get my hands on that shirt or if it's even still being made anymore?....and yes....I made a thread about a shirt :P REFUSE T-shirt sales haha